Just when I think it's gone...I find more glitter

I've been having a rough time lately.  It's been a hard transition going from working part time to full time.  Much harder than I thought it would be.  Plus, Ryan's been on crutches since the September long weekend and while he is definitely feeling better, there is still so much that he can't do.  And of course during all this, Silas has been teething.  Which means he has been waking up every hour throughout the night....and only wanting me.  And he's been chewing everything....including me.  Lately, I'm ashamed to admit, I've been wondering what we were thinking.  Thinking that I can't handle 3 kids.  That I'm not cut out for this.  But then I listen to Sophie teaching Silas how to sing Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star.  Or watch him try to build lego with Caleb.  Or wake up to slobbery kisses.  Or see him stop nursing just to sign 'milk' and then latch on again and I just can't imagine not having him...he is what made our family complete.

Trick or Treat!

I was curious to see if Silas would go trick or treating this year.  Earlier this week, we tried to put on his costume and he was less than thrilled.  I was hoping that he would wear something and go to a couple of houses with Caleb and Sophie but he was not interested.  And of course, he didn't want to stay with Ryan so up on my back he went.  Just looking at the picture, I can tell that he is not impressed.

After he realized that people were giving out candy and he got a box of smarties, he did cheer up.  Sophie and Caleb had a great night.  Sophie was so proud that she went to just as many houses as Caleb.  She's never done that before.  Here she is waiting for Caleb.  

And one of both Caleb and Sophie, before we went out.  

Happy Halloween!

Twas the night before Halloween...

Caleb and Sophie are beyond excited about Halloween.  They have been waiting to carve the pumpkins all week and Sophie has been making bats at daycare to hang on the banister.  We finally got around to carving the pumpkins this afternoon.  We have 3 this year.  The older 2 explained to me that 3 kids = 3 pumpkins.  They did have lots of fun scooping out the seeds and drawing on the faces.

Silas was right in there this year.  I don't think he realizes that he is so much younger than the other 2.  He usually wants to be doing exactly what they are doing.  Here he is scooping out the seeds....

And here he is putting them back in.  I suppose it makes sense-that is his favourite game.  Dump things out, put them back in and dump them out again.

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Usually on Thanksgiving we head out to the pumpkin patch.  I love Thanksgiving weekend.  Ours is usually very low key and it allows us to hang out and enjoy the fall weather.  This year, we needed something with less walking and standing so we spent part of the afternoon at the nature centre today. The kids all loved it!

We weren't able to go on any trails because of Ryan's leg but maybe next time.  All 3 kids managed to keep themselves busy and had a great time.

Especially after Silas realized that they were doing some construction just outside the window.  Once he saw the diggers, he wasn't interested in anything else. 

Taking Part

As shy as Sophie can be at times, she just loves being involved in everything.  She was absolutely thrilled when she was picked to help act out a story a couple of weekends ago at the Storytelling Festival at Fort Edmonton Park.  I absolutely love this picture.  She had a great time and it was fun to watch her become more comfortable as the story went on.  She really is becoming such a confident and independent girl.  And it is so great to see.

Who needs a pool...

...when you have a great big puddle?

Silas had no trouble cooling off this evening, splashing in the puddle out front.

Thankfully, the puddle was the result of a neighbour watering her lawn and not somebody washing their truck.  Especially since Silas discovered a new game.  When he leans over, puts his head in the water and looks upside down, everyone laughs.

Adjustments

Thank you so much to my cousin Erin who gave Silas this wonderful shirt-

I love it.  I think it is the perfect shirt for Silas, who has always been quite attached to me.  The past few days have been rough.  Silas has realized that I am working full time and seems to be even more attached than ever.  He is great when he is away from me (a big thanks to Andrea and my mom who watched my kids last week since my dayhome wasn't available yet) but as soon as I get home, he does not leave my side.  He has been spending a lot of time in the carrier again.  He has been asking to nurse frequently.  And the other morning he followed me around with his bowl of cereal.  If I stopped to do something, he would take a few bites but as soon as I moved to go do something else, he would pick up his bowl and follow me.  There have been a lot of tears these past few days if I even try to leave the room without him.  Hugs, baby boy.  You are breaking my heart...but I know we will both adjust.  You will have lots of fun at your new dayhome and I will get used to working every day again.  We will all get used to this new routine...and on days that seem more difficult I will tell myself that there are only 110 days or so until Christmas break.